It's called poetic revenge
Friday, May 25, 2007
hey been pretty long since i last blog. i will b home in 3 days whoopee doo. m so bloody bored here n been waitin so long e tot of going home doesnt even excite me much anymore. i haf not been havin good nights sleep. constantly havin terrible dreams n realli i wake up with my heart still pounding. man i realli miss chessy though. m glad she has long fur by the time m back so she will b all nice to hug.
the weather here has actually been hot. like realli hot. ride in a t shirt n still feel hot. so all my fairness is gone in 2 days thanks 2 e sun.
oh cant remember if i blogged bout my competition. well it was last sun so cant b bothered wif e details. anyway got 5th place with caija in e 110. peter was realli happi wif my round n so was i. every1 was happi wif me except my father which had absolutely no comments bout his own daughter. larsson was better with peter. got clear round too.
well basically m feelin kinda sian n fucked so dis gonna b a short post.
~Chuis~8:43 PM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Ive been watchin six feet under. And it’s a great show. The family is incredibly dysfunctional and basically so incredibly fucked up. Haha it actually makes me feel better. I noe it’s a movie and all but that’s not me that’s playing. I got so much free time I gotta catch up on the telly.
Series to watch
All of six feet under
South park
Simpsons
More of friends
Desperate housewives
Ive actually neber really watched desperate housewives. Now I shall see whats so great bout it. Right benny ? haha I never really had so much time 2 myself. And yeah I don’t really like it coz I hate being alone but sometimes I can get used to it. Juz block everything out. Things u love things u hate. And juz go through my daily stuff with like a zombie mind. Well I enjoy wat I do… take my time to get the horses ready…wash them…. Brush them.. and try not to think of anything else.
U noe that story book the little prince ? I tink being in love is like how the little prince tamed the fox. I shall read that book again when I get home. I read that book like 3 times already. And we noe its really thin. But everytime after I read it. U get something more.
Watched forrest gump yest for the first time haha. Its really nice. U noe being an adult but having that child like innocence. Yes ‘adult’ and ‘innocence’ do not belong 2gether Its pretty amazing. I miss that. How he always looked on the bright side of things without being corny and lame bout it. Of course being the cynical me, I figured good luck like that don’t come my way. U cant be an idiot and a millionaire at the same time. Ppl con ppl, ppl backstab, use, manipulate, cheat, step on ur head, and kill basically. So actually forrest gump is a bunch of bull coz good stuff like dat do not happen. It gives hope to unsuspecting ppl who fall into that trap and when shit happens they realize that, that is what the world is. Shit happens. U cant blame no one. Just urself I guess.. I shall not get into karma 2day or this post is gonna b fuckin long.
Permanent cramps pls
Oh 1 more thing. Forrest gump and walt Disney belong 2gether.
I wish for cramps and nothing else
written on fri night. holland time
~Chuis~7:51 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
healthy food !! took a look ;)
before and after shot of the stove.. I SCRUBBED IT !!
cutie pic of larsson baby boy
oh btw i tink god realli hates me. apart for my lovely surprise birthday present. i was suppose 2 compete 2day rite ? well WRONG i COULDNT compete coz of e damm fuckin weather ! its been pourin since last night. but for a joke he made the rain stop at about 4pm here. and its realli SUNNY NOW ! not a single drop of rain. and guess wat.. there isnt another show 4 mi 2 go 2 b4 i come back home. so basically ive been here for over a month with no competition record. wao i am so gonna impress the olympic council.
oh oopssie how can i 4get. check this out...
FYI last year i won the 120 class in malaysia. got 7th place with 4 faults. and in whole of singapore i was first. i know i sound yaya but do u see wat m drivin at ? u dont c no articles bout that. and oh btw faults are like penalty points.
m so excited bout my sea games debut if m allowed to go :)
ARGH !!!!
~Chuis~8:24 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
hey guys !!
attn Audrey N.
okee when r u comin ???? m flyin back 2 sg on the 28 arrive on 29. will fly back 2 holland on 14june wif my sister. and all 3 horses haf 2 go back 2 asia. so we dont pay some tax thing. and joanna is so damm horny here wif all the stallions i kinda feel like breeding her!! haha mayb in arthayasa or somethin. m not sure but that tot has been creepin into my mind recently.
my first show (for real) is this wed. finally got all the paper work done n stuff.. m nervous already
to darling bell
hey hey ! i onli got 2 weeks ! so i realli gotta plan my time haha. chris can book out everyday coz of his posting. instructor. 8-5 most days. we MUZ resume our mahjong nites. BENNY LAWRENCE DEARIE BELL n moi ! ok also i realli wanna go clubbin soon ! so st james power house on wed pls ! dearie gave e ok le. and MOS on sat or thurs :P !! heheh.. okee shall go tanning although my dad wld b kinda pissed. coz i became fairere and i shld not go sentosa and get dark again but i say ... I DONT CARE !! haha.. realli miss e beach. i realli hope everythin is all right wif u. hope lawrence is being nice 2 u. i hardly see u online babe !!!! keep mi updated ok !
ok basically my time is like this :
tues n thursday MUZ b home 4 dinner coz my sis wld be home too
weekdays where no 1 is free i shall spend wif my mum in the day
week nights r 4 dearie
weekends r mix :P haha. sentosa definately on weekends wif dearie. but bell we can do it weekdays too
ok i noe m kinda nuts plannin way in advance but i realli miss home n wanna spend time wif e ppl i wanna c. haha i miss e food terribly so we must go eat eat !! haha. dat dinner we had @ coronation was super fun. ying huI!! hope u can stay out later !!
lemme know wat m missing. haha. m so nutso i already kinda half packed my bag and my outfit 2 e airport. hahaha. muz b able to look posh while travellin ;) haha
ZOOOOMING home in 14 days
LANDING home in 15 days
haha yes i miss home.
~Chuis~9:11 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
hi guys m back :) much better.. haha although e weather has been absolute crap. rain and strong wind.. brr.. freezing
anyway ill b back in 2 weeks. st james power house on wed !! PLS !! haha
~Chuis~8:35 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
My birthday is finally over. It was such a tough 1.
Im sorry for the little guy that didn’t make it through. Ill never forget him. There is no picture of him. Because ill remember him as beautiful. A horse with a spirit to live, forever.
6th May. Night (Holland time)
Sorry im so wrong. I didn’t noe the day after my birthday will b just as crap. I think this is going 2 be the worst year yet.
Possible things that could happen
Dearie goes bye bye
Chessy dies
One or more of the horses die
I totally fuck things up at sea games
I didn’t die from from bad luck after the above happen.
I want to go home
Oh btw apparently I will b back in november with the horses. IM the main thing here n I know such things only like 2day.
Gimme permanent cramps its better
7th May. Night (Holland time)
~Chuis~8:22 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
hi guys! hope u all r havin a wonderful time in sg. btw graduation is coming. all of u guys going right ?? anyway m not competiting this weekend coz the horses haf to be microchipped and my license is not done yet . so shall haf 2 wait. dadz coming on sat morning and shall haf my bday on sun. sigh. gonna b pretty depressing. well at least my dad was sweet enough 2 come. man i miss home alot. the most pathatic thing/sad thing i did was lick oyster sauce coz it tasted like home.yes m a sad person. the oyster sauce comes in a packet ! not even a bottle!! oh man.. the sweet sauce.. u noe the ABC kacap sauce. well its not sweet ! its like sweet and salty @ e same time.realli weird. well m trying 2 cut on my phone bills so shall limit myself. sigh sigh. anyway more pics.
this is chili bought in holland. therez onli 3 of it inside. guess the price
*drum roll* euro pls X2
oh btw i forgot. u noe how the smaller banannas taste nicer ? well its called Kinderbananna here. :
had a bbq. well i didnt take pics of ppl but herez some of the scenary durin the bbq
mi and baby horsie
ok dis is realli outdated but m carrying is overgrown pomerian in indo. its HUGE. its a boy named pom pom :
~Chuis~1:26 PM
