It's called poetic revenge
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
hi all.. i see alot more ppl actually view my blog. hm well i noe past few entries has been erm kinda morbid n somewhat disturning to you ppl. m juz emoing. :P like benny!! haha.
yeah my lap top died so no pics.... i shall try 2 get it fix in dis uluness. goodness a fly just crawl across my screen. anyway nothin much here other den i made my sis angry n she decides to fly back home earlier. ok therez much more to that but i shall juz keep it simple. m i sad ? hm................................ NAH~ hahaha... ungrateful ingrate. :P
pls pray 4 sunny weather 4 mi!! or i cant compete :P
i hope sept comes soon.. only consolation is e riding has been super and my dadz teachin mi drive manual car.
dear: i only killed e engine 3 times unlike the time where i killed ur engine everytime i tried 2 move. :P hehehe. and drove up 2 gear 3. quite stress though. tink i need valium.
~Chuis~8:42 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
i remember once reading that death itself is confession, confession to crime, edvidence of guilt and well to those non criminal ppl.. its edvidence of quitting. giving up. the human is i wld say extremely adaptable and strong i suppose. esp e human mind. but wat if those less fortunate ones or weak. death would seem like paradise. to end the suffering they have to live. why not juz give it away and feel nothing. whats the difference when u already feeel nothing at all in life.other den pain, pain, and more pain. pain that doesnt heal. unlike the cut of the flesh, nothing a little antiseptic cream cldnt fix. matters of e heart, how much money and time can u pay a therapist.
best thing is if someone dies and no one has a clue. the horror n shock to the parents it must be. the confusion n hot gossip it must be for friends. the sense of loss ? nah~ u cant lose somethin that wasnt even yours. you cant lose somethin that you didnt wanted.you cant lose friendship when you werent real FRIENDS. you cant lose a sister that you already hate.you cant lose a daughter which you didnt want in the first place who only caused problems. you can lose a love 1. but it isnt much of a loss when she only was a burden.
she tries u noe. she tries to make everyone happy. but she cant. shes sorry she cant and shes sorry she disappointed u.
~Chuis~4:45 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
hey all... parents came..
honestly b4 they actually reach e farm they were already annoyin mi. and now dat they r actually here god e horror is true. yes i get food.. tones of it.. ba kua... chili..oyster sauce...
but the downs over right e good.. well i finish my story book.. pretty tragic.. wanted 2 cry but dont wan ppl walkin in and see me cry n ask questions.. well i need more books... too bad i onli bought 1. went out last night.notin much.. borin actually..but i haf 2 say e weather is good
i wish i had better sound system... hope make myself more deaf den dont hear so many things...
i noe my dadz real supportive n all but realli e pressure is enough 2 kill any1. was it 2day or yesterday was e worst day ever ? cant rem.. i guess they r both equally bad huh.
well my tots r realli scattered. m kinda zonked.
*my wish 4 high*
~Chuis~8:29 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
hey all.. i see my tagboard is empty :( well anyway my muscle start aching. and i miss e babies !! the baby horses really grew over the past few weeks. will take pics of them soon n update on em individually :P well at least on the ones that i like hehehe.
well i have competition on wed.yes day after tomolo. m still feelin ok 4 e moment. :P well its a 110 class so shld b all right.
hope u guys r doin good back home.
audrey : hope u enjoy ur bali trip ;)
oh i did major shoppin in amsterdam. did i mention dat ? super sale. 2 skirts frm mango.1 white vest. 1 dress frm river island.1 wallet and 1 black sshorts frm river island. 1 brown skirt n 1 t shirt frm pinkie. hmm... m pretty sure i bought more.. :P well anyway i kinda miss home.
ok ok ill b honest. i miss chris. haha *muakks*
~Chuis~8:47 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
dis is my 2nd day in amsterdam. and i juz got back from the red light district. and it isnt that great at all. no photography was allowed and i didnt feel safe there....only my sis and i went. it was pretty scary...i was wearin like skirt t shirt and trainers. n my sis wore jeans n some top. its like notin special but still ppl tok 2 us n stuff.. i dont like it !! and i smell damm alot of weed and some chemical like thing.. e people here r realli quite insane.
well durin the day we went sailing. took qutie a bit of photos. enjoy~
dis old german shepard @ e sailing place
duckies right next to our parked boat
moi rowing out
saw dis animal while sailing @ e lake
~sailing~
ahhhh!! e boat is gonna tip over !!!!
Ming.Yin.Me.Sis
ladybuggie
dis flag means its pro-gay
~Chuis~10:55 PM
Friday, June 15, 2007
hey all..... i had super fun time wif u guys back in singapore. benny n gucci n st james -- awesome dance.heated bitchin. jiahui--TaitaiInTraining.we must do that more.use SICC as much as we can b4 21.Audrey--super strike 3.Daphne--BRING ME 2 USA!! Toby+Shyam--miss my best guy pals already.YingHui--more time pls.Dearie--MUAKKS
well dis is my first day in amsterdam CITY!! YEAH MAN! got some interestin pics below.check them out.
just arrive at e airport
i m so famous
walking 2 my sis fren place
ok dis is realli bizzare.dis a a URINAL 4 man.coz since e ppl here r so crazy gov provide them public uirnals 4 ppl 2 pee in so e tree wont smell
~Chuis~4:47 PM
