It's called poetic revenge
Sunday, August 26, 2007
hey all. juz got back from competition. placed 2nd wif my yellow ferrari :) shez always super. btw m tokin bout caija. haha. anyway i tink i lost even more wt !! been survivin on bread 4 lunch n some hot meal i cook 4 dinner. n i skipped few dinners already :) yeah man. HOPEFULLY u will see a skinnier fairere nadia. oke being fair is gonna b tough coz its fuckin ass hot. well at least dats good 4 e ridin but i can feeel my skin bakin lo. hell. dont like it.
oke if dota was a man (he can NEVER b a girl) i wld so kill him. honestly man absolutely cant multi task when they r on e com. sorri i cant like e game. coz 1 i dont like e animations i like things like age of empires. n worms. worms NOT maple story. argh i tink dis iz juz a testicle issue.
anyway i cant wait 2 come home !! have a lovely lovely weekend plannned wif dearie :) sigh its gonna b like walt disney i hope. except the luxurious $$ being thrown around. we do not haf that much.
i cant wait 4 christmas !! i have plans already for dearie, bro, sis and parents. for sis is somethin frm tiffiny an co and parents IF i haf e money wld b frm tiff also if not some other brand. mayb braun buffel again 4 my dad.. wanna buy parents a cool key ring. cheap n branded :P haha somethin my mum wld appreciate, as long it has a name 2 it she wont bitch too much about it :) haha yes most likely m gonna haf a christmas party so BENNY BELL YING HUI u guys r DEFINATELY invited n YH PLS PLS PLS come !! m beggin her 2 come coz she didnt come e last time :P which reminds mi.. BENNY !! u didnt come either ! pls come k! its realli impt coz if m studyin in UK next year. i wont b around 4 ANYMORE christmas. christmas vacation is close 2 e exams there so normally my siblings NEBER come home 4 christmas. PLS !! its like our last chance of spendin christmas 2gether !!!!!
well another thing my sis is gonna get married next year.. house under renovation already, wedding bands bought, wearin her engagment ring which is 0.8 somethin caret. n yeah i noe ! its not even a 1 ! : anyway m totally emo over that story. its a total n absolute final end of an era. its like offically sayin bye bye 2 child hood. ok i noe child hood was over long time ago when i startin drinkin n stuff but sigh we realli R all growin up n it sux.
approx 2 more weeks till m home :)
~Chuis~7:52 PM
Sunday, August 19, 2007
hey all. went clubbin last nite.. was pretty fun. went club hoppin. wore a skirt n didnt get rape. haha. the music was good.. lots of RnB n hip hop. n we went in bigger group.. like 8 of us so was more fun. took a cab to the place. man it was x. cost like 36 euros to go there. we were in lattrop den went 2 oldenzale. another town. saw onli 2 other asians the whole night. like short n ugly :P haha. man they dont make chinese look good :P
didnt drink alot. but man my tolerance has totally totally gone down. had 5 drinks like whisky coke n vodka red bull n my head was spinnin like mad. went 2 eat n i totally felt sick. n puked damm alot@ home. in the toilet bowl :P wasnt drunk juz head spinnin like mad.
weather wasnt beri good, drizzed a little bit. had some annoyin guys come n tok. apparently my correct answet 2 every1 is NEE !! haha dats no :P n i spelt it right.
how r all u guys back home ? missin home n but cant wait 2 compete again :P but poor caija has 2 rest. take care all.
~Chuis~10:36 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
hey yall. i extended my stay. will onli b back on 14 sept. oh well. :P
its actually been pretty fun here.. i learnt tons of new words in a few days.. words like ass. dick.bitch.slut. hmm.. haha.. big ass big pants big boobs big tummy... the different colours.. red..white..beige..brown...green..silver...
yep yep. tomoloz my competition. hope i do well.. well if i dont i get 2 drink myself silly tomolo nite! yes yes.. m goin clubbin wif the girls here.. hm...wat 2 wear.. e ppl here dont wear skirts 2 club..realli weird.. n u guys noe how much i dont like 2 club in jeans.. e last time i went clubbin i wore jeans 2 check out e crowd.. n it seems pretty ok. tink i shall wear a skirt tomolo. not dis new tube dress i bought frm river island.. its so beach look. ok m juz typin my tots out. will post more pics soon!! some 1 wanna use e com :P
take care guys.
~Chuis~5:18 PM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
3 babies in a row
dead baby... haha kiddin hez sleepin
cute baby
teddy !!!
i tink dis is a beri beri nice pic. haha. the babyz dot btw
haha in case u guys r wonderin. i gave em names but its not realli realli their names. haha
~Chuis~6:38 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
hey yall juz got back frm competition. well actually i wasN't feelin so bummed out by my round. yes i got 1 pole down n obviously i wont place. but hell it was good round. i actually felt better ridin it. n other den 1 small mistake. which was the take off being a LITTLE bit too far. it was fine. it wasnt a major mistake. everythin else was good. i mean good. fuck.
every1 juz looks @ the 1 damm fault. so much for feelin rather proud of myself. being in total balance over the wide oxers n the water jump which had no problems 2day ! argh !!
notin personal its not whether u r not a horse person coz i suppose it wld b harder 2 understand but dont worri. horsie ppl such as my dad i supose he is pissed now. ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tink real horsie ppl are like bennie kun la nano n peter. n oh yar hans hon said it was good round !! argh ! it wasnt a big mistake for fuck sake.
oh btw i had FEVER last night. if it redeems myself from dat 1 NON major MISTAKE. i realli either to strangle some1 or heavy sedation. ARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Chuis~2:20 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
oh yeah 2 top off my characteristics. apart from dearie which is beri flatterin. i 4got some important strong traits of mine.
1. selfish
2.insensitive
3.rude
4.vulgar
5.sarcastic (which i m actually proud off)
6.intolerable
7.inconsiderate
come come those dat wanna insult me.. herez your chance !! oh wait i 4got 1 major thing. m like realli Sad][stc !!! haha dat was my mIRC nick like years ago ! haha apart from snNeR.
oke 2dayz weather is terrible its matchers my mood superbly. its cold.windy.grey.moody. n well terrbily fuckingly cold. hate it. as much as i hate dis funk m in.
oh yes. happy wonderful national day Yall.
oh btw i need ultra depressin sad songs. preferbly not those fast pace ones dat make mi wanna hit some1. somethin sad. slow. like wanna.... hmm rip is so cliche~ carve is so barbaric.. ok herez a new tot instead of takin hearts out. it cld b where r heart dies within. crushes n breaks within that way e pain stays within u. u cant take it out,remove it 2 make it better. u can onli feel it. and the feeling doesnt stop. u feel the pain all the time. yep dat type of song. gimme it mi.
~Chuis~1:33 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
sigh welll when we make mistakes adults haf a load of crap 2 say but when we do good. hm...... suddenly they haf notin 2 say. wtf ~~~anyway...
2day i haf 2 say was an unsuccessful pasta cabonara day :S i bought e sauce from e supermarket but its like so bland. i even added fresh garlic,onions,salami,pepper and cheese. benny doin it wif fresh cream is SO MUCH nicer ;) yeah so lunch kinda sucked m pretty bummed by dat. well dinner is gonna b so much better !! lets see we haf................
1. beef terriyaki (marinated 4 like an entire day) wif a tinge of sesame oil,black pepper n salt
2.rice haha
3.vegetables,spicy. with bits of fresh bacon.
hehe come n eat dinner wif me :)
oh finally m gonna get my laptop next week!! yeah !! i shall post pics n stuff.. haha..
i miss clubbin
~Chuis~1:27 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
RANTING ! PLS IGNORE IF U DONT WANNA HEAR A BITCH FIT
ok i noe i dont haf much time till e sea games n yes i also noe i have not jump in the 130 and 140 n yes m not an idoit i noe the sea games is 130,140. but for fuck sake m not gonna break my neck n jump a class m not ready for. n hell i m tryin my best n quote from peter 'you can do it if you are not so pressured and stress durin the competition' HELLO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U R NOT HELPIN ME !!! m not a fuckin moron i noe time is limited i noe i may not get chosen but GET OFF MY BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAF SOME DAMM FAITH IN ME ! damm it.
n u noe my dad right he thought when i won first he WASNT HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *STABS MY HEART* i was so so pissed n upset. i told him yes it was e biggest show n toughest course i rode but i rode it NICE.PERFECT TAKE OFF SPOT.GOOD POSITION.NICE TURNS.GOOD NICE ROUND !! n i said i DESERVED 2 win that round. it was GOOD !!! it wasnt like i was flyin around n nearly fallin off !!! i rode it well !!!!!!!!! den all he can say was ''O'' fuck shit.
honestly, u guys advice mi 2 take it easy dont pressure too much try 2 haf some fun. how in e fuckin hell m i suppose 2 haf fun !!!! if my dad is breathin down my back n e federation is not helpful ??? argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need a sedative
~Chuis~4:55 PM
Saturday, August 04, 2007
hey all man i was typin half way juz now den hang. wtf. so i shall make it short. lost all my steam le. ok
won 120cm on caija. n some guy offered 2 buy her @ 200 000 € but i noe better den 2 sell such a wonderful horse..so shez MINE !!! hehe
sigh new local dutch girl livin wif mi now. shez like 19. ok ba. she doesnt pick up after her own crap though. n ive been sweepin lots more coz sand seems 2 b growin inside e place. its realli hot now so e flies r drivin mi totally insane. bought more fly spray shall kill em al l!! hehe
peterz leavin 4 indo 2molo n i will comepte once wo him. kinda nervous. but his wife elsa will help so not tooooooo bad i suppose.
hope all is well back home. FYI i arrive sg on 5sept 355pm. ;)
~Chuis~6:00 PM
