RANTING ! PLS IGNORE IF U DONT WANNA HEAR A BITCH FIT

ok i noe i dont haf much time till e sea games n yes i also noe i have not jump in the 130 and 140 n yes m not an idoit i noe the sea games is 130,140. but for fuck sake m not gonna break my neck n jump a class m not ready for. n hell i m tryin my best n quote from peter 'you can do it if you are not so pressured and stress durin the competition' HELLO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U R NOT HELPIN ME !!! m not a fuckin moron i noe time is limited i noe i may not get chosen but GET OFF MY BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAF SOME DAMM FAITH IN ME ! damm it.

n u noe my dad right he thought when i won first he WASNT HAPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *STABS MY HEART* i was so so pissed n upset. i told him yes it was e biggest show n toughest course i rode but i rode it NICE.PERFECT TAKE OFF SPOT.GOOD POSITION.NICE TURNS.GOOD NICE ROUND !! n i said i DESERVED 2 win that round. it was GOOD !!! it wasnt like i was flyin around n nearly fallin off !!! i rode it well !!!!!!!!! den all he can say was ''O'' fuck shit.

honestly, u guys advice mi 2 take it easy dont pressure too much try 2 haf some fun. how in e fuckin hell m i suppose 2 haf fun !!!! if my dad is breathin down my back n e federation is not helpful ??? argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need a sedative